November 29th, 2001
|02:43 pm - Ups and downs and downs and downs.|
Gotta love insecurities.
The money pulling me down in mood and also cause i spent a bunch of time figuring it out.
I haven't gotten much work done.
And the usual S.O. angst has shown up especially since i have game tonight.
I'd go into it more but even i don't know what is entirely up with that.
I guess its time to ruin my hearing again. I get so caught up and distracted that its impossible for me to work at times. I doubt its ADD cause i can concentrate.
So one way of concentrating is to have headsets with loud music. and i can concentrate.
So i guess i should try getting this done.
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: (Happy Hardcore) - Nintendo Tetris (Techno Remix)
that's what I do when my mind gets so caught up in stuff that I can't focus.
I crank music
lose the hearing, but also lose the noise in my head.
hang in there
|Date:||November 29th, 2001 12:02 pm (UTC)|| |
thanks hun. not feeling as down now though not quite on the positive side.
Its amazing what some of the conversations at work can do.
Conversation dealt with the rationalization for a gay man's cologne and went on to the shear amount of vulgarity used in the office.
And why one of the owners constantly uses the phrase. "Suck my wang pootang" yeah its certainly an odd place.
gay man's cologn?
what constitutes a gay man's cologn?
|Date:||November 29th, 2001 12:41 pm (UTC)|| |
One specifically marketed FOR a gay man.
now that's silly
lol HI I'M GAY AND I WEAR FLOWERS FOR MEN
|Date:||November 29th, 2001 02:51 pm (UTC)|| |
Or as my one boss pointed out.
"Hey he's gay. i can flirt and not worry" -- other gay guy.