July 10th, 2002
|01:49 pm - Why do I care so much...|
I really don't know. I suppose its a matter of going back and the feeling of existing.
If we go through life and don't make any sort of mark. Did I really live?
But then what defines a mark?
And if no one sees the mark does it really happen?
I've talked with people on a variety of subjects about powers nod spirits and the such.
Best I an figure is that i have some sort of natural stealth technology.
I am the guy who shows up and everyone says hi to but and the end of the evening I've talked to maybe two people
And when I go to leave I basically have to yell to get a goodbye.
If I don't then no one will realize I am gone.
I am like guy described in Ocean's 11. Funny but won't make you laugh, pleasant but forgettable.
Current Mood: depressed
|Date:||July 10th, 2002 11:45 am (UTC)|| |
I met you once... and very breifly... so I really don't know what to say except,
Don't worry... I often feel the same way. Very often.
I know how that feels.
Ever watch Lain..its an animae and I think you will get alot out of it. I know you feel like you don't exist but you exist to me through your entrys