well here is how my Tuesday went
Early morning run-in with panhandler (mentioned in previous post)
Went to parents house.
cried a bit.
Why is that depressng? It just seams like a boring day.
Problem was it was also my birthday.
I'm 26 now and it was just another day.
I can't remember the last time i had a special birthday.
21st. I didn't even drink
18 I didn't even smoke.
16 I didn't try and get a liscence.
Go somewhere special for bday... never happened.
Birthday party.... I can't even remember the last one i had. it was at least 15 years ago i figure
Call it jealousy, call it envy.. I don't know what to call the reason why it affects me so.