June 5th, 2002


God this sounds so hypocritical or however you spell it.

Its the god damn teapot syndrome.

Ok Start with a watched pot never boils.

then it goes

You find love when your not looking for it.

But your screwed if you stop looking for love just to find it because its another way of looking for love.

And of course you can crave attention too but you can't ask for attention because hen its people not giving you attention its just you calling attention to yourself.

And if anyone follows my logic then you will see how i set myself up to have me be let down.

So is it that i subconsiously hate myself. *shrug*

I don't know but at this point does that even matter?
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