March 8th, 2004


I'm not sure.

I'm not sure why i'm having the problem I'm having at this point.

I've been having trouble this semester trying to get things done. It hasn't been with just the classes. Its also been with other things like Job search. The con and the business i've been somewhat involved in starting up.

I just seem to keep reaching the point where i'm going I need to do this, this and this. But I have such a hard time actually starting up doing the things.

Like at the momment, I have a test tommorow. I'm supposed to have some stuff typed up for Bioinformatics. And i've been working on these questions for a position I applied for at EA and i'm worried i'm taking too long.

But while I got some work done on the quesitons. The test and Bio should have been higher priority. I'm going to try and do some of the bio now but its already 4 in the morning .

I just wish I knew how to get myself motivated again. The classes haven't really motivated me and my interactions with friends lately have been stressful and frustrated.

Its just so frustrating and I freeze up when I try and take steps to tackle it. It is annoying to almost a new level.
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