January 8th, 2002
|06:02 pm - Impending doom|
God i hate being low on the tottem.
They interviewed a tech side guy at work. I'm the only non-owner engineer.
And last time i had a one on one with the boss it wasn't a good chat.
I've been working on imporving but am very insecure.
So they have either started interviewing for a new coworker for me or a replacement.
And so here i am trying to work. with this going through my head.
As the 3 bosses are off in the one bosses office all talking.
GOD I HATE THIS FEELING.
Since if i have to find a new job it will ruin my plans for going to Ragnarock and SDCC
since i doubt i will have earned 2 weeks of vacation time at a new job.
*sigh* maybe i should just do like my one friend and work at toys r us or staples where i could take myself off a schedule for a week every once in a while. won't be paid but i could still go.
Current Music: happy hardcore - Transformers (Decepticon Remix)
|Date:||January 8th, 2002 03:16 pm (UTC)|| |
Hugs from a stranger...
Almost nothing in the world worse than what you are experiencing... Stability-threatening-uncertainty... GACK! The Toys-R-Us idea isn't a hideous one, or you could just move here and work for Xalseqsn... His company is near impossible to get fired from... Or you could do what I do and be self-employed. I can take all the time I want off... Sometimes WAY too much time! (grin) Ahhhh.... The trials ands tribulations of a massage therapist... (grin #2) Good luck!
|Date:||January 8th, 2002 03:24 pm (UTC)|| |
Re: Hugs from a stranger...
Heh i've considered following in the tradition of the chat room with the whole exodus to cali thing. But thats as much of a dread thing cause its moving that far.
Course i can't really take that much time off since i owe my parent's a bunch of cash and moving doesn't help save it. Though I had worked on plans of starting my own company.
Would work here but probably not out there. Since one of the major factors of looking at it is lack of similar stuff here in akron.
I had looked into starting a arcade/network gaming place here cause there is no good arcade within an hour drive and its 2-3 hours to a major arcade chain (Gameworks or Dave & Busters)
But I guess thats another thing i can look into
Oh, and thanks for the hugs. :)