January 8th, 2002
|06:02 pm - Impending doom|
God i hate being low on the tottem.
They interviewed a tech side guy at work. I'm the only non-owner engineer.
And last time i had a one on one with the boss it wasn't a good chat.
I've been working on imporving but am very insecure.
So they have either started interviewing for a new coworker for me or a replacement.
And so here i am trying to work. with this going through my head.
As the 3 bosses are off in the one bosses office all talking.
GOD I HATE THIS FEELING.
Since if i have to find a new job it will ruin my plans for going to Ragnarock and SDCC
since i doubt i will have earned 2 weeks of vacation time at a new job.
*sigh* maybe i should just do like my one friend and work at toys r us or staples where i could take myself off a schedule for a week every once in a while. won't be paid but i could still go.
Current Music: happy hardcore - Transformers (Decepticon Remix)
|Date:||January 8th, 2002 09:00 pm (UTC)|| |
*hugs* for Godai. I can't say I understand what you're going through, but it sounds darn tough. I really hope things work out ok for you. Best of wishes!